April, 26, 2013

lol jk, but… almost?

I dreamt about Baekhyun… i guess that’s because i miss him so much and because he’s my 2nd bias in exo-k but anyways… i remember i was at some sort of… mini school or something? there were small desks and in each of them there was someone sitting down, in one of them was baekhyun and i remember and approached him and he was drawing or something, then i said something really stupid like “HEY HALLO CAN WE BECOME BESTFRANSZ?” and he just looked at me, smiled and said yes! lol omg i’m so pathetic, even in my dreams >< But okay so we started drawing or.., something then we talked and talked but i don’t remember about what. Then I think he gave me a Milch chocolate bar *-* and i was so touched oiaksoalskjdlAKS WHY would baekhyun give something to me?! but anyways lol we left the place and he drove me somewhere but we ended up in the room next to the one we were at first? then i kissed his cheek and he was so shocked and shy, then i remember i kissed him again but then i woke up with a high fever lol xD

err anyways today i didn’t watched or read my daily dose of yaoi, hence i’m feeling a bit sad. The good news are, I won 1st place on a public speaking contest in my school today even tho the prize was a fucking lame and old volleyball and i also have all the money i need to move to beijing… wow shit just got real >< hmmm idk leaving youtube for some time is gonna be hard lol but well, that’s life… and err i still have trust issues because of one of my “friends” … bitch just be honest with me, if you don’t like my singing or shit just fucking say it but don’t be rude. Giving a constructive critique is one thing, but feeling like you’re a fucking pro when u can’t even hold a note and thinking that gives you the right to be rude is not cool…. so not cool.

Anyhow, the uke of the day is Kisa Shouta.