裏切り= BETRAYAL
BLOG.COM FAILED ON ME…. IT BETRAYED ME.

GOODBYE, BLOG.COM…. IT WAS NICE WHILE IT LASTED.

So… I’m at 36 minutes of turning 18. 

In 36 minutes I’ll stop being a minor. 

In 36 minutes I’ll be “free” to do what I want without being scolded by law.

Only 36 minutes for me to become an “existent” citizen in the country I live.

Now i guess I won’t feel guilty anymore whenever I watch JGV is not like i ever felt guilty tho lolol 

The first thing imma do is, go to a random porn site, and when I see this 

IMMA BE LIKE

YAY!! I’M SUCH A FUCKING REBEL~ Lol but no, seriously… other than being 1 year older, what’s the big deal about turning 18? meh I think age is just a number because i’ve seen 18-19 year olds and older people behaving like immature pieces of ass… and yeah they’re over 18. I don’t think It’ll be that different for me then. I don’t smoke or drink so buying substances is not something i’m looking forward to, lol.

But well I think i made a decision.. imma cut off my 3 year old hair. Yes, I’ve been growing it for 3 years now… but i think it’s time to change and to start getting used to FUCK A MOTHER FUCKING ROACH JUST APPEARED IN THE FUCKING WALL EWW *coughs* having short hair because as soon as i escape from this hell, aka HIGH SCHOOL, Imma cut off all my fucking hair in sing of FREEDOM AND HAPPINESS AND THE NEW ME.

Every day i’m getting more and more excited about the new “me” xDD

I’m gonna make an oath:

I SWEAR AND PROMISE TO BECOME

A HAPPY, POSITIVE AND CHEERFUL PERSON,

SIMILAR AND EVEN BETTER 

THAN HOW I WAS 3-4 YEARS AGO,

IF I FAIL TO DO THIS IN THE NEAR FUTURE,

IN THE NAME OF THE MOON, 

I SHALL BE PUNISHED.

So yeah, you’re all my witnesses. 

And back to the blog.com shit…. imma repost my old posts in here again because those are my feelings and I want this to become like my journal. No more ghetto sites from now on, just tumblah.

Also, I’m going to start a series called “Raw Heesungism: The hermaphrodite behind the name” which is going to be just me writing my autobiography in a Tale-Novel-like format. I’m not going to omit anything, you’ll just read the real me.

Okay so, happy early birthday to me… i’mma go celebrate by reading more Junjou Romantica :’)

AAAAAANNNNDDDDD….. The Uke of the day is YOSHINO CHIAKI, because he’s the fuel of this blog and my sueeto haneeyy (sweet honey in a jap accent.)

*-* I’m sorry Chiaki ><