Why does the end look further every time??

Yesterday I cried again… and for the same reason: school.

High school has been terrible for me. The worst 3 years of my life, full of depression, bullying, pressure, racism, discrimination and a shitload of bad things for me.

And just when I think it’s almost over… when there’s only 10 days left…. the new principal adds another week to the school “calendar”.

I can’t do this anymore… I really can’t. I cried so much, lately i’ve been 10 times more tired and I haven’t slept well, 60% for EXO’s comeback and i regret nothing lmao and the rest because i have to be early for school… if i don’t wake up at 4:30 - 5:00 AM, I fall asleep and I can’t wake up anymore.

But well, also, half of this stress is because i haven’t sung this whole month…. and you really must know that singing means the world to me. It’s my entire life. My vocal quality hasn’t decreased at all, is just that the lack of practice makes me nervous and all the stress reflects in my singing. Yet, singing makes me release my whole stress…. I can’t wait to start singing again, but my mom is home all the time and I really really can’t hold it back anymore omg. The only time i get to sing is when i’m in the shower.

But anyways, THE GOOD NEWS IS THAT EXO’S MAKING THEIR COMEBACK… OH FUCK I FEEL HAPPY BUT THE TIREDNESS has affected me greatly and my brain can’t process the information that much yet lmao, BUT I’M SO EXCITED.

EXO has changed my life, is because of them that i haven’t given up on anything… really. They inspire me so much, specially Luhan and Baekhyun…. they are my role models.

Anyways, I failed today’s exam but thanks krisus i have enough credits to do the final exam :’) 

Also, i got my ID yesterday and i look disgusting… just really disturbing.

I’m the most unphotogenic person in this world, really.

I was supposed to have a sleepover with friends this friday but, i’m honeslty way too tired for that, i don’t want to do it anymore.

But well, If you are reading this, please wish me luck. I seriously need it.

AND LET’S ENJOY EXO’S COMEBACK!! :DDD

And, the Uke of the day is Shion.