Okay first of all, THE MOTHER FUCKING ALBUM IS PERFECT!!! LIKE IT IS THE 1ST ALBUM WHERE I LOVE EACH AND EVERY SINGLE SONG!! i swear :’) i nearly cried omfg yes!! AND I REGRET NOTHING ABOUT SPENDING 80 BUCKS ON BOTH ALBUMS :D

Now I can’t wait until they get here lksadaksdlkajs COME QUICKLY, ALBUMS PLEASE~ 

Also I’m going to tell you my story: Back in January 2011, when people started talking about sm’s new group, i completely went crazy and freaked all the way out kjsdfjsd every day I would wait for new stuff to come out, until the 1st teaser in december. No wait…. in early 2011 there was a video made by a semi-popular k-vlogger in youtube with pictures and info about sm’s group. I watched it all the way and there were like …. 15 members i think. I thought all of them were handsome *w* and Chanyeol was there and i went crazy because i remembered him from the genie mv XD anyhow i was even more excited!! I was already a fan :B lol But well, months later, the 1st teaser came out omg i was SOOOO EXCITED!! I became a lot more fond of exo even tho i only knew jongin xD and then…. the teaser.

That teaser.

I fell in love. Deeply.

And I’m not talking about the man in the video, but the song lol

Okay I also fell in love with him, but that song…. i completely lost myself onto it. So, since that moment I knew that:

1. My bias was Sehun
2. Black Pearl HAD to be in their album. The beat is just beautiful.

And more than 1 year later, it came true. BLACK PEARL IS IN THE ALBUM!!! IT IS DEFINITELY MY FAVOURITE SONG :’) and the lyrics are beautiful.

My only complain is that sehun has no parts :(

But everything else is so amazingly beautiful. No words can describe how i feel about the fucking song, seriously. REALLY I MEAN IT, I FEEL MY CHEST SO HEAVY AS I LISTEN TO THE SONG ><

Anyhow, moving on. The day of my graduation is approaching :D I’M SO HAPPY!!! I’m starting to feel a little happy every day :’)

Also, I’ve been thinking so much about Baekhyun and Luhan lately. You guys know how much I love them. They are my inspiration. My serious inspiration.

DBSK were the people that made me who I am know, and they inspire me so much as well but…. Baekhyun and Luhan make me feel different. For some reason I feel “closer” to them. Like, I have this strange-invisible bond that connects me to them. I feel really identified with them, from head to toe. Our dreams, hopes, fears…. everything.

I seriously want to be like them. I want to be as successful and strong and amazing as they are :’)

And Baekhyun…. I know that having a “bias” is impossible but…. Baekhyun is the first man that made me fall in love just with his voice. I noticed his voice before his looks. And at first I didn’t even paid attention to his singing, until one day i stopped and listened carefully. I was really missing a lot… to this day, I’m more and more in love with him.

As each day passes I fall for him even more. His voice makes me feel in a way that words can’t explain. What I feel inside me every time he sings, is something that I can’t even tell…. I just know I feel dizzy, relaxed, excited, happy, nostalgic and orgasmic at the same time. I can hardly breathe every time i listen to those adlibs… those notes, everything. Right now it just happened again. 

No i’m not high.

Or maybe I am…. Baekhyun’s voice makes me high. And I won’t stop intoxicating myself with his voice.

And the Uke of the day is obviously Baekhyun. I can’t even ajskdhdlaikjsidlfjskjjdflisejk