I decided to start counting the days I have left for High School.

Hopefully this will make things easier and go by way faster. 

I was confident about finals, but now i don’t even know anymore… I’m so nervous. This stress has been affecting my health in terrible ways.

First I had gastrointestinal problems, and just yesterday (and the day before) i caught a cold and went all feverish and terribly ill… the stress is seriously killing me.

The day I graduate is gonna be the happiest day of my life. I’ve even dreamed about it… but i’m not sure how i’m going to celebrate…. i hope I can get some ideas….

But well, that won’t let me rest peacefully… unless i’m sleeping, lol when i sleep there’s no way i can even wake up or worry about something xD

I’m currently reading Junjou Romantica and my favourite couple…. JUNJOU TERRORIST~  *cries blood* I just love them so much ><

Ahhh…. I should be practicing my drawing and mandarin, and also studying but i’m such a procrastinator >< I can’t even sjdfhdxfbhd god please help me OTL

Oh btw, you guys may know I’m a buddhist. Well, lately i’ve been so stressed, i haven’t had time to be a good buddhist. And Yesterday i completely crossed the line and cried for like 5 minutes because i was just too stressed out. Even my mom pitied me lol.

Anyhow, wish me luck please… I want this to be over as soon as possible and without any other hardships… I’ve had enough already.

Good thing Baekhyun’s voice makes me forget everything whenever i listen to him.

Someone told me yesterday i was corny and dumb and…. i think it was a hater of mine but lol we can’t deny the truth tbh xD

But i’m not dumb. If you’re reading this then fuck yourself with a shovel. I may be corny, and stupid at times, even childish…. but i’m not dumb, nor immature.

And If you think those words are synonyms, then go read some books you stupid fucker.

—- END OF RANT—-

The Uke of the day is… Wolfram Von Bielefeld