Okay so today is the day imma pull my first all-nighter after 6 months.

And hopefully this will be my penultimate all-nighter ever…. and I’m ready for my very LAST Stats math EXAM EVERRRRR!!! I worked really hard this whole semester so i could pass all the exams because the previous years, i’ve been failing the subject and re-taking the exams every time… i was so scared not to make it this time, but i’m so thankful i passed! Now the only thing I need to do is pass tomorrow’s exam and everything will be solved~ everyone reading this, please wish me luck!!

My main inspiration is Baekhyun because he’s a smart bastard that likes math alksdaisjkdkjsa >< 

My main Motivation is my near future. Hopefully, Guangzhou :)

Okay so if i really want to make it, i need to sacrifice at least one night ㅠㅠ

Oh and I decided to write all the things I’m thankful for in this journal.

Also the good memories i want to keep for the rest of my life :)

The first memory I want to write, is that yesterday my two best guyfriends and I went to the house of one of them to study for tomorrow’s technically, today’s lol test :) we walked and walked through the streets and it was very tiring ㅠㅠ but we were chit-chatting like little gulls and laughed a lot :) Then we reached his house and had a really fun time, and we DID studied a lot xD They really are my best friends, I’ve trusted them so many things… I think they know more secrets than any other of my friends xD We share really stupid secrets but that makes things special :B and we laughed so much over a picture … a picture of one of our best friends skjdhliaejhsfijes but that’s our secret lol

And I made another memory today, with my 2 best gull-frands~♥ we also walked all over the city under the scorching sun because we were job-hunting xD at the end the guys of the restaurant told us “eh… you are supposed to apply online, now fuck off” so we left the place all u_u lolol but we were glad it is online xD THEN I COULDN’T FUCKING RESIST AND SPENT ALL MY WELL-EARNED MONEY IN A FUCKING BACKPACK >< stupid Junjou Romantica and stupid otaku store…. they’re ruining my life OTL 

I earned quite some money this week because i sold homemade cookies at school and… omg now it’s gone :’( but I guess it’s all right, after all it is was my money xD

Anyhow, we left the place and kept job-hunting, but one of the jobs was kinda suspicious e__e and the other one required previous experience lol so yeah… we’ll apply for the one with the online application xD then we went to the art school and asked about the courses and majors etc. I’m honestly really happy we did that because well… my friends are having almost the same issue as me. They are inborn dreamers and they want to have this amazing superb cool job that i’m not disclosing because of my personal beliefs xD but it’s hard because of the location and because getting there (geographically) is a little bit hard in terms of money. But well, I have the feeling that they are gonna make it because they are persevering people!! And if they give up before trying imma step on their faces and dance over their tombs when they die after I kill them LOL okay sorry *coughs* but that won’t be necessary because they are going to reach for the stars~♥ I know it for sure ^^ And well, even if they can’t go right away, they still have time, and on the meantime they can learn useful things for their dream job :D I’m sure everything will turn out great! ^^

Okay… I think I already wrote too much and I’m getting ultra nervous because of the test, lack of sleep and abuse of caffeine even if I just had 1 cup of coffee lol…. my caffeine tolerance is low, don’t make fun of me >_< Anyhow, I don’t think I can write the things I’m thankful for anymore.

And my timer just rang, which means I need to go study some more. I’m using the Pomodoro Technique. Everyone, if you have to study for a test or don’t want to procrastinate, I suggest you to use this technique, it is really effective :D

Anyhow, PLEASE WISH ME LUCK OKAY. NOW IMMA TAKE A BIG DUMP.

AND THE UKE OF THE DAY IS… oh btw…. today I really took care of my voice.

I only used it a 30% during all day, which means i didn’t spoke at all unless it was necessary. I almost sang like 3 times but i contained it >< I need to relax and let my voice rest because omfg I have a lot of deadlines and I can’t sing like this. I’d rather wait for my voice to heal…. i hope it heals soon.

Now, the uke of the day is Akira Nikaido. Gosh I’m running out of uke ><