I NO LONGER GO TO SCHOOL AND I FINISHED AND PASSED ALL MY FUCKING EXAMS

I NEVER THOUGHT I’D GET THIS FAR OMFG

But I still haven’t graduated, I’ll graduate on July 2nd. iI can’t fucking wait anymore.

Well, I’m basically 99% free now, but still not that free. I’ll be completely free once I have that High School certificate in my hands. All the blood and tears I shed weren’t in vain omg i really never thought i’d get this far i’m so happy… you have no idea.

But i’m still in the “acceptation” stage. My personality is still “sleeping” and my body and mind are exhausted from this past 3 years. I’m super tired.

Also, I’ve been eating really bad lately… pure junk food and I feel really nauseous and disgusted. And I discovered I have some sort of ED called Orthorexia. You can google it if you want.

And yes, i’m one step closer to my dream. The other day my mom told me she was thinking about my future and she told me so much things… amazing things and I can’t believe it. She has so much confidence and believes in me and my dreams more than I do.

Also, a friend of mine once told me the same things, like…. she told me she believed I could get really far. And that’s when I realized that people believe in me and my dreams more than myself. I have confidence but sometimes I get scared. But I’ll remain positive and fight. I swear.

I love EXO so much. I’m so proud of all and each of them I nearly cried the other day. You guys know Baekhyun and Luhan are my main role models, but the rest are just as important to me, i love them so much.

And I’m specially proud of Baekhyun… I know he’s going to get really far. I just feel it.

And Luhan…. he made his 2nd dream come true yesterday and it makes me feel so proud. He deserved it. He deserves this and more.

I’ll support them until the day I die. I swear.

And since I’m out of uke, i’ll start with Seme.

The seme of the day is my lovely Nowaki~♥ aslkdjaslkjdkjasd