Lately I’ve been tired lol I really don’t have patience for the little girl i’m babysitting, she’s annoying. But I like children and I really want to be patient and a good baby-sitter! I like boys more because we like similar stuff but this girl is probably too young for me.

Thanks god she didn’t came today lol

Anyhow, I was singing and recording some stuff but then I accidentally saved it in the same file of my Baby don’t cry cover THAT TOOK ME 7 FUCKING DAYS AND CAME OUT PERFECT AND SO NEAT AND STUDIO-VERSION-LIKE AND I WAS ANGRY FOR THE REST OF THE DAY MOTHER FUCKER I’M SO ANGRY!! But that only means that I’ll probably do it even better next time I record it :)

I need to become more optimistic, lately I’m really moody… idk I hope it’s all because of my period, I hate being moody. Btw I can’t believe Talia Castellano died DD: I didn’t even watched her videos but she was so optimistic and inspiring… poor girl, but she’s way better now, free of pain and happy ^^ May her and her family be blessed.

Ugh okay I decided I’m going to have resolutions every day. Like new-year resolutions but in an every-day version, lol because at this rate, I’m accomplishing nothing!! Anyways, I have the feeling that my economic situation will improve greatly!! Ah~ I’m so happy ^^ And okay, tomorrow’s resolution for me is: SMILING MORE! and being more patient ^^

Today’s resolution (because my day isn’t over yet) is meditate, because I used to do it daily and now I’m so lazy and a damn procrastinator >< Oh by the way, there’s an extension in chrome called StayFocusd and omg it works miracles!! I recommend it for heavy procrastinators like me, *coughs* because thanks to it, I finished reading 2 fics that were on my list for 8 fucking months LOL the bad thing about this is that now I don’t know how to unblock it and Tumblr, YT and Facebook are still banned for me LMFAO that’s why I’m using an ol’ trick to write this ><

Anyhow, I didn’t knew what to write in today’s log, but then a song appeared in my iTunes and… wow it brought me back so much memories!! Middle school memories, my happiest time. And well, remember I was going to recommend songs?? Well this is the one that brought me memories, it’s called “Aikagi,” which means Master Key, and it’s from my favourite band, Ayabie.

But then INNOCENT SORROW popped out and now I want you to listen to that one LMAO it’s so great *-* Listen here, it’s beautiful >< 

Oh so yeah… right now I’m trying to come up with a nice story… well, not nice but AMAZING AND MINDBLOWING! I already kinda have the plot but it’s still a draft lsakdaskjdjaska it’s so hard to come up with a good idea >< wish me luck omg please, this is harder than i thought that’s what she said and I need it before OCTOBER so yeah wish me luck~~

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