Ughh but idk why today I’m still here if I have nothing else to do in the computer >~> anyways, yesterday I went to my best friends’ birthday party. It was fun, I got to see some middle school friends I hadn’t seen in like a million years!! Ah I had such a great time :D and I got my character reference letter xD now it’s time to use my artistic skills to do something about it lol i’ll tell ya later xD And well today was an okay day. I woke up positive, and well hopefully tomorrow will be good. I hope I can have enough patience with the little girl. And I’m sure next week will be a good week, very productive!!

Omg by the way on saturday I had to go to a hospital or not really hospital it was one of those places where they do medical tests… and then I needed an electrocardiography which is basically you, literally tied up in a bed with wires all over your chest, feet and hands. AND OMG I though it would be fast and simple, but then the guy told me, “you need to take off your bra” … I FUCKING DIED OMG I WAS PANICKING.

So yeah, long story short, the first guy that saw my boobs was a disgusting stranger that seemed pretty awkward and suspicious. Yeah, it wasn’t pleasant at all. Thanks god i’m flat chested tho… lol.

Ugh and I haven’t had enough veggies these past days >< and that’s all because I’m too lazy to wash my greens … washing leafs/greens is a pain in the ass really, you have to cut them and soak them in water with disinfectant liquid for like 10 minutes OTL so yeah I eventually get lazy, but starting tomorrow I’ll fucking do it! first thing in the morning!!

Ah okay so I’m really sad for some reason… i really don’t know why tho… i hope this is just temporary.

Okay I need to sleep now, goodbye babies—

P.S. The song-rec for today is this one ^^ Iceman was the VERY FIRST GROUP I EVER FANGIRLED about lmao xD and Rin was my very first love  the first man I ever loved~♥ LMFAO really no joke xD he’s so hot and older than my mom :( this song is amazing, it brings me memories >< Please listen to it, it’ so cool!!