So… I had another dream last night… I honestly can’t remember that much anymore because it’s 2:46 AM and I forgot to write it during the day.

I was in like some kind of hotel with friends and my little cousins and also with him DD:

But then he was like, hey we should go to our room ¬‿¬  lol and I was like ( ° ͜ʖ °) LMAO so yeah… we went to the bedroom and sat on the bed. I remember we were just chit-chatting…. then Idk, I remember us walking outside the room but it looked like the house of an ex-friend! the entrance was the same but then the street was all abandoned and there was like a green car? The house was salmon colour and the floor looked like a bathroom floor… i mean, the tiles xD anyhow I think we hoped in the car and we were in the hotel again? dream-teletransportation moment >< this time we were by the pool and there was a lot of people there. We sat in a table and … yeah everything was boring, until people started leaving, so yeah luhan looked at me all ¬‿¬ again lol and he grabbed my hand and we went through a hall but it was so weird, it kinda looked like my old friend’s house LOL anyhow, we went through a door and it was our lovely room ♥  we sat on the bed again and I hugged him, then, we were about to kiss… BUT MY FUCKING MOM WOKE ME UP LIKE WTF BRO THANKS FOR RUINING THE MOMENT….

In other news, last week I only had to babysit the annoying little girl for two days :) their irresponsible parents never brought her for the rest of the week YAY! And this week I’m staying at my grandparents’ so… yeah this is nice *-*

Also, lately I’m so goddamn depressed over my face. I just hate my nose so much… and my eyebrows. Why? GOD WHY?!?!!? 

notice the cheesy sparkles LMAO

anyhow, I finished reading baby’s breath and I’m so … idk, I need it *-* i was so into it the past week and now I feel so empty lol it was beautiful >< I’m made of stone, which means that lately those kind of things don’t make me cry. Honestly, Anterograde Tomorrow made me depressed for like a week, but I didn’t cried. Nah… but that doesn’t mean it didn’t shattered my heard onto million pieces lol but yeah, Baby’s Breath made me cry in this part

actually, re-reading it made my eyes watery *~*

The only thing I hated about this shit was how random people made cameos, like wtf is with lawyer taeyeon and crazy tiffany? Ugh I hate when authors do that, when they just insert random people in an specific fandom fic. Ugh fuck everyone.

And I really need help, I’ve been procrastinating so much ;~; and I need to get my story done by this week, somebody please send me good wishes >< Thanks….

Also IDK what else to say, just that I love Sehun more and more as each day passes ;~;