I just want to wish you the best of luck with your goals~!! ^^ I can somewhat relate to what you've been through (being that I myself weighed over 160lbs, and am trying my hardest to lose weight and fat)~Recently, I've felt the same way... But stumbling across your story and your determination has flared my own determination to get back on the wagon(: Anon is here to support ya all the way!! :D Don't let obstacles get you down and never give up